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Another Fucking Friday After Midnight, 28-Oct-2005, 00:30, WDC-BII Plz.

Quiet Admiration - Kate Dowd

                  My soul forms the words,
                  My heart ensnares them,
                  Locking them in its warm chambers,
                  My mind knows these words,
                  And my fingers write these words,
                  Yet my lips,
                  The dastardly things
                  They find no valor,
                  And can not form the words.

                  How is it that I can feel these words,
                  With so much hope and admiration
                  Just for you,
                  Yet my lips can not speak them
                  To tell you
                  Of your shy smile
                  And your crystal eyes?
                  I am enamored by you,
                  By your words and your laughter.

                  You leave me breathless,
                  As the air leaps out of my mouth,
                  Twirling and bowing to your charms,
                  Enchanted by your congeniality.
                  Your face is imprinted in my mind
                  Never leaving,
                  Never fading.
                  Your smile warming my heart,
                  And your eyes entrancing my soul.

                  I wish I could form my feelings
                  Into articulate words
                  Of love and wonder
                  And tell you of my feelings,
                  Let you know of my aspiration
                  To be held securely in your arms,
                  Where I long to be,
                  Sitting serenely with you,
                  Basking in the sweet resonance of stillness.

                  But I know that wish is unattainable,
                  Far out of my reach,
                  Yet I admire you still,
                  Yearning that one day you’ll notice me
                  As more than just a girl
                  But as a young woman
                  Whose heart you’ve whisked away
                  Into the perpetual sky,
                  Floating along the clouds.

                  And everyday I linger
                  Hoping for some acknowledgment,
                  A fleeting look or a petite hello.
                  Perhaps to even hear you speak my name
                  Would bring warmth to my heart
                  And joy to my days
                  As I wait for you to discern
                  That I, quietly,
                  Admire you.

Sunday Evening, 09-Oct-2005, 17:00, WDC-BII Plz.
All of you should know these….

"10th Deep Love Messages"

"Don’t find Love, let Love find you. That’s why
it’s
called falling in Love because you don’t
force yourself to fall, you must fall."

"I Love you not because I need you,
But
I need you because I Love you."

"Lucky is the man who is the first Love of a woman
but
luckier is the women who is the last Love of a man."

"Never Love a Love that Hurts, Never Hurt
a
Love that Loves."

"You came from no where, and in no time
got close..,
not to me, but to my heart."

"When two friends fall in Love they learn they are meant
for each other.
When they fall out of Love they realize they want to keep
each other forever."

"Once you have Loved, you will always Love.
For what’s in your mind may escape
but what’s in your heart will remaind forever."

"All my life I was afraid that I would
never find Love….
And now that I’ve
found it. I’m afraid that I will lose It."

"It breaks your heart to see the one you Love is
happy with someone else … but it’s more
painful to know that the one you Love is
unhappy with you."

"There are so many stars in the sky only some get noticed. Among those you
choose to ignore is the one which was falling to shine for you forever even if
your glance remained elsewhere."